Yes, you read it well. This account is going to be deleted soon sooooooooo...

Follow me if you want.

And so I go and say I'm dropping my fanfics. And that I'm making icons instead. And then I go and write this. You have to love my randomness, admit it. It's all born from my roleplays, so long live the muses.


Title: Spilled Milk
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Toshiya/Kaoru, Kaoru/Toshiya
Word count: 1,490
Warnings: phone sex and Visu outfits abuse
Disclaimer: I don't own them...*sniffles*
Summary: Toshiya and Kaoru have finally admitted they're madly in love. Toshi needs to leave for some days, so the only way for them to not miss each other as much is...a cell phone.



( Then I’ll claim your lap once I’m back. )

Nothing to add, my brain has run dry.
Insert a witty message here, if you please x'D

Good grief, here I am, posting a useless entry again e_e;;
Someone shoot me and save the world from this menace!

_{the world is already too rotten to be saved, but this made up for a nice drama moment...;;;;}


Okay, this time I'm not writting because I'm depressed...or maybe I am? I'm not sure, even x_e;; It's one of those stupid days when you feel gloomy for no reason and can't get over it... Well, I DID have a reason yesterday, that shattered my good mood, but I've solved that already. So my explanation would be: I'm feeling like shit because I didn't sleep + I'm on that stupid time of the month that every poor woman is forced to have.

WHERE'S A KANDA WHEN YOU NEED HIM??
I want him to stab my ovaries and reduce them to cinders u_u;;
I don't want kids, why do I have these things?
Only to suffer from PMS and feel like shit T-T;;


So, yeah, I'm basically writting this only because it helps me calm down, for some reason xD;; I should be working on "Dying a child" instead but, no, I'm wasting my time staring at a wall and feeling emo e_e;;


I'm like Dai in this icon, the poor thing u.u;;
Except I don't miss Kaoru, because Kaoru IS my char, too xD;;
I miss Simi's Kyo TwT And my Kanda muses miss Ki's Lavi ones...;;;

_{Gosh I'm so lame, I feel like that char I oh-so-hate...I'm going to slit my throat open e_e;;}


Anyways!
I hate feeling like this (.....this sounded like Skillet's "Comatose" *__*) so I'll damn my ovaries to hell and get myself distracted, somehow. Soon my wives will be on msn to make me laugh my ass out, too <3 And Totchi's amazing bass solo is playing on the background, which inspires me even more *__*

So I'll put my whole Dir en Grey folder on autoplay + repeat and scream my lungs out till I feel better. It always works <3


And... I hope no one will read this, because this is boring like the shit, but if you do, thank you for your time and I love you just for that xD;;

So, yeah, I'm going to get killed because I haven't started working on "Dying a child" - chapter II, yet....;;; Hopefully inspiration will come, one of these days. >.> I already have some ideas, but I need to put them into words. Which is the bad part. xD;;

For now, I bring eye candy. More like rotten candy, but meh. :p The LaviYu icons are dedicated to serene_artist because she's a sweety and baked two cuuuute cupcakes for me, on my birthday TwT;;


Total: 74 icons
D. Gray Man: 17 icons
Dir en Grey: 16 icons
Gackt/ Hyde: 12 icons
Final Fantasy/ Kingdom Hearts: 29 icons


X-posted everywhere, hate me! 8D;

( kiss me, love me, kill me~ )

To put it simple: more porn. Another request from the kink meme, put together with the requests I received from people here to write AreKan. It's not my first time writting angst but it is my first time writting this pairing, which is my third OTP after LaviYu and Tyki/Kanda :p



( That night, Allen was dancing with the devil. )